Unexpected Vulgar

Unexpected Vulgar

Today, or rather yesterday, I spoke and typed a lot of vulgarities. It's all because of just one person. My mum said that I'm petty over such matters - am I? No idea.

I chatted with Rita and Allie on MSN and told them I had this urge to quit Berrylite. "NO" was the answer I get. Messaged Liza and told her I wanna quit - strong objection from her. Argh.

And that Adrian guy from the event downstairs didn't return the coupon, and told Liza like what - he had to return it to her, and her will return it to me. Like wtf? Can't he just pass it to Liza or something? Must it be HER? Fine.

Allie told me not to quit cuz of her, because if I do so, she'll will be like happy ttm. I thought about it - true.

Rey called at that moment - when I was seriously not in the mood to talk to anyone else but just typed behind the screen. I told him everything. I feel so guilty and in debt to him. Because of me, he had to change people here and there, make changes. Sigh. I feel very sorry to him for all the trouble I've caused. And when I see the schedule, I was really very happy - I love Rey ttm! Okay, not in a relationship way - but more like employee thanking employer - get it? Don't misunderstand hor! -.- Or I'll kick you butt.

Look at the time. 3am. I couldn't get to sleep. Rita asked if I was thinking about those stuff. Yea, I didn't know. Maybe? Perhaps? Fine. Maybe I am.

All right, I think it's time for me to head off to bed. Hopefully I'll be able to work peacefully without showing any temper... I shall drag myself off bed in like another 8 hours? And drag myself to work at 130pm. I don't want to be so early. Sigh.

Rita! Don't be lateeeeee! Or we'll have a duel with the knives~ *winks

Emotions, yet again

Sigh.

What is wrong with me? My temper hasn't been very good lately, is it because of the environment? I tend to vent my frustrations and anger on people now.

I know it isn't good, but I just can't help it.

Ahxie, sorry ah. Today, you're the guinea pig. Too bad, you've to message me at that time.

Here's a question:
Grades are more important, or playing is more important?

Damn.